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my Big future Worry.

What  I’m Most Worried About Right Now (And What I’m Choosing Instead)

Worry is strange. It rarely introduces itself clearly. Most times, it’s just a quiet tension sitting at the edge of my thoughts—showing up as a small hesitation, a forgotten breath, a pause in my appetite.

Right now, I’m not sure what tomorrow holds. And I don’t even mean the big ideas like career or purpose. I mean the ordinary tomorrow:

Will I wake up tired ?
Will my energy feel like mine again?

And strangely, these thoughts often feel borrowed from yesterday. A recycled doubt. A moment I still haven’t fully let go. Sometimes what I call “worry” is just memory in disguise—an echo of a moment I wish I handled better.

But here’s something I’m learning, especially through writing my book I Want To But I Don’t Feel Like It:

> “Some of the most important decisions I make are not about what I’ll do tomorrow, but what I allow myself to notice right now.”

So today, I’m allowing myself to notice one simple thing I can do and fully appreciate.

– and  that’s  drinking water like it matters

an  anchor that will  hold me to this moment, when my mind wants to fast forward.

Also now, I’m writing.
That alone is enough for me today.
And maybe for you ?

another thing I can actually do now that doesn’t require me to fix tomorrow ?

– stepping outside for just five minutes and looking up—yes, up.

A thought that steadies me for a moment.

Until next time.